Monday, October 7, 2013

Love


I am in love with another man. He is on the other side of the world and we communicate through chat, email and phone. He gets me and tells me things that i need to hear. My husband doesn't even try. If I lived in the same city as the other man, I would have left my husband already. He doesn't like me. Doesn't tell me anything nice. He is indifferent to me and I feel utterly alone, even when he's in the same room. I moved to another country so he could finish school. I want to be loved and appreciated and think that my friend from the other side of the world would. When I am in my husbands presence, I feel hate, hurt, anger, pain. I become this horrible woman who is bitter and hateful, says mean things. Who could love that? It makes me mental and sad and makes me want to run to my friend....as fast as I can.

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