Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Belief and Lust

I'm 20 years old, in college, a black man, and a virgin. I'm a strong believer in Christ and I have strong faith in him. However, I have really strong desires to have sex. Being in college, I have had many opportunities to have sex becaus of how popular I am amoung my peers. I've tried to subdue these urges by doing it myself, but not only did it get old quick, I constantly feel guilty after I've done it. I feel like I've defied God and I'm not good enough for him because I have these strong sexual urges. I don't know if it's just human nature or if I've been contaminated spiritually by how our society glories sex. I'm really trying to wait for marriage because I don't think I'll be able to handle the guilt that would come if I actually had sex out of wedlock. I just don't know how to deal with these sexual urges.

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