Monday, November 4, 2013
Always when I go on a bus, I imagine that the apocalypse happened, and my fellow travelers are the last survivors. Then I start to look for a potential victim to continue the human race with her. If I cannot find it, then I immediately leave the bus on the next stop, there is nothing there to try luck with.
I was in love one time in the whole life. I had been loving for a long time, I suffered. First love. That's what it was. We parted. Since I had no dates with anybody for a year. And then unexpectedly, I meet a man, easily, just like that. I like everything about him, he is attractive, charismatic, older than me. We started dating, trusted each other. We live in different cities. We go one to other by train. And now his wife writes she is pregnant and that I am destroying her family. How can I feel? It seems I have done nothing wrong and did not know anything, but for her I am now the enemy number one. And I am angry with him, he lied to me. And in reality I don’t know where to escape. He says she is lying. It’s shame.